و..أنا لست أنا
أنا من اشتاق إليه وأنكره
من يتجاهله ويملئ زوايا الفكر به
الذي يهرب من النضج بعدم النسيان
ومن يمتنع عن الشرب حتى الظمئ حتى يرتوي به
الذي يستعين بالنسيان حتى يذكره
من يرتكب حماقات وهو على علم تام بها
ومن يرتكب أخطاء لأنه يحبها
The surprising thing about this episode is that wholesome-looking Walt is lying to his wife to hide something from her, and Heisenberg Walt is lying to protect her.
radiohead, creep ( johnny depp charlotte)versiòn …:
“It’s hard not to hate. People, things, institutions. When they break your spirit and take pleasure in watching you bleed hate is the only feel that makes sense. But I know what hate does to a man. Tears him apart, tears him in something he’s not. Something he promised himself he’d never become. That’s what I need to tell you, to let you know how hard I’m tryin’ not to cave under the weight of all the awful things I feel in my heart. Sometimes my life feels like a deadly balancing act, what I feel slamming up agains what I should do. Impulsive reactions racing to solutions miles ahead of my brain. When I look at my day I realised most of it was spend cleaning up the damage of the day before. In that life I have no future. All I have is distractions and remorse.
I buried my best friend three days ago. As cliche as it sounds, I left part of me in that box. Part I barely knew, part I’ll never see again. Everyday is a new box, boys. You open it, you take a look on what’s inside. You determines if it’s a gift or a coffin.”
— Jackson Teller, S05E05 Orca Shrugged
over and over
Don Draper has a lions share of great lines. There are a couple others at SCDP that deliver zingers worth repeating and remembering.
1/30 - 2
We didn’t fall in love,
we stood in it,
bathed in it,
watched it rise up past our knees,
brushing the tops of our shoulders,
this golden light,
cascading upward over trees and mountains alike
everything was so soft,
it seemed to float,
burying ourselves into one another,
every single breath speaking,
this is how easy the world can move,
can shift, stretch and settle in our palms.